I'm confused and frustrated with my life and scared about the future?

Hello, I'm 20 years old and I currently attend community college and work full time at Exxon. A lot of s**t has gone down in the past few months. I was caught with drugs by my parents back in April, they took away my debit card and control my money. I felt so bad the day I got busted that I blew my money on it (I wasn't addicted, I was self-medicating my ADHD with Adderall) I currently see a life coach to help me with my life but I still feel anxious all the time, I recently started Cymbalta and it does help a little bit. Anyway enough about that, I just feel so unsure and scared about my future and I have no interest in finishing college anymore, I wanna learn a trade in pest control because college is too hard. My Mom keeps pressuring me to continue but I just don't have the mental energy to do it, I'm so scared of my future and I wish I could just know what my future is so I don't have to worry anymore, I just hate not knowing what the future holds and I hate making a move and not knowing all of the benefits and consequences.